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i am really farking irritated.. my mum at first allowed me to have a sleepover on the 27th and then now she is farking pissed at me cos I told her we wanted to change the sleepover to teachers day cele to teachers day... argh !! the reason that the change was wanted was only cos lynette’s brother has a farewell party on that day and she can’t make it. My mum screamed at me and scolded me for putting friends as first priority. Little did she realize that she was also putting friends as first priority, cos we also has arranged lunch or dinner with her and my friends (my teacher and her daughters). But they are also her friends… I mean like it’s the same thing. She said that lynettes not even her daughter, why should she care about her. She refused to change the sleepover and now I’m not even sure whether she will hold it cos she was really pissed and she told me that she is canceling it and she did not care what happens.. I mean did she realize that I’m her daughter and this is also my sleepover and my farewell party of sort….NO definitely not. She only thinks about herself.. I can’t put friends as 1st priority but she can .. what kind of rule is that.. it doesn’t even make sense.. I did not put my friends as top priority either, I just want my sleepover cum farewell party to go smoothly.. like I just want to have it on a day that everyone could make it… she doesn’t even have to be so mad over it..i mean if she wasn’t happy then she could always say nicely tt she would still want to have the sleepover on the same day whether lynette could make it or not.. is it that hard.. grrrrrr.. she doesn’t have to always shout at me… right?? I’ve tolerated it for like so long and she stil doesn’t think that there’s sth wrong? I mean F888..can't she think about others too?

argh.. haven't updated in ages.. anyway... i am so bored in classes now cos the school here is like os slack compared to you guyz... sounds like you guyz are having a lot of fun right?? i miss the teachers.. here i can't really 'bully' them lar.. but i definitel look forward to practicing it back in NY... tell ms ow to watch out.. haha

i'd probably do soccer for sport again... i am like to effing tired now cos i have like bball on mon, wed and fri and soccer on tues, thurs and sat afternoons... my mum thinks i've lost weight, maybe its because of getting whacked by the soccer ball so many times.. i play as D.. thats why...look forward to playing with the teachers.. i don't really think my skill have improved.. the friggin teacher tried to make me goalie which i can't cos i'm too short!!!

i'm coming back on i think the 22nd or march but i'm not sure... about 3pm... maybe my mum will allow me to have a sleepover or to hangout at someone's house or go to ochard road... for movie or sth...

lynette, if you are reading this, reply on here.. cos i doesn't really get to check my hotmail mail often.. the internet is blocked during prep... or maybe send it to ophelia.chua@brentwood.bc.ca .. that i check during prep.. which is about everyday...gtg.. i am actually in class now but teacher not here so...

whee my b'dae soon!! 20/1!!!
sorry haven't been able to update cos the school has those funny login things that NYGH also uses and i haven't bothered to go and get one...^^
to those people that hoped i was dead.. sorry i ain't...
haha it was snowing here yesterday and today it was raining which actually sucks i'm having like a lot of free time that i dun normally get at home... haha and very little h/w!!
gtg soon for PE!! we're watching a bball game... how slack!! we can't play soccer now bcos of the foot of snow that it covering the fields (all three of them.. yes we have 3 fields for soccer^^) the floor is real slipery cos its turning to ice hahawill be back in march...
hope to see you guyz then...
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or i wont post...heyy send me your photos!!
-ophelia

haha leaving for canada tml... 1.10pm flight.......
I'll update this journal as often as possible...
keep in touch then...

*mad over saiyuki!!*

can those people who know this blog add spread it around??

will miss you guys,
-Ophelia

^^ gojyo?? haha

I'm flying tml and only coming bak on the 2nd.
then after that flying away on the 7th... very rush!!
sigh...
bye guyz

my first semester in school ends on 18th of March. I'd probably be back by the 20th?? unless i stop by at HK.